不肯放弃
To Walk The Path Less Travelled

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waiting with bitter tears
standing by and waiting at your backdoor
waiting at your doorstep
longing for your acceptance
wont leave until you open this door
and look at me
eye to eye
and allow me to say
I love you



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biography
accept me
I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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Monday, May 25, 2009/6:11 AM
Woah...realli long time no post liao.....

Yay!!!
got 4.0 gpa total for maths!!!
27.5/30 for maths CCT!!!
I didnt flunk it like last time!!!
but the sadd thing is tt teacher now going through some 'EARLY EXPOSURE' (heheh....u noe what early exposure i m thinking of, rite?) for sec 2 work!!! WALAO!! incomprehensible!!!


Yay!
I got 3.6 for tt freaking piece of noob story i wrote for the individual short story( the story is posted on one of my posts). YAy!

I got 3.2 for oral communication story telling: The tale of THREE BROTHERs (harry potter one)Sad....

yAY!I got 4.0 for tt freaking piece of expository essay!!!i nvr expected it!!!cos i have forgotten to write one very important part of the essay.yay!!

den sadd...
i got 3.2 for geog!!! nooo... shi beat me so much!
luckily, the second gpa formt doesnt include geog.

science:
I flunked the quiz...

history:
havent get back

Chinese:
havent get back but teacher say tt everyone did very well.

YAY!!!
noe exam over.
can play MAPLESTORY 2!!
i noe its lame but i really wan to bcum the knight of cygnus.
my friend aso wanna continue all bcause of the new knights of cygnus starting on June.

tt time open house.
came at 10 am.
help out at catapult station.
stay until 1pm(den i go PIPC and cum back at about 3)
i BECUM HUMAN TARGET FOR THE PRI SIXES!!

got shot full force on my shirt.
haha i m WET!!!INSIDE!!!my underwear is wet cos of the water.
den i realise tt some freaking guy fill it up wif soapy water!!!
so i stink like shit.
stink because of sweat and stink more because of the a little soapy smell on my shirt that causes the stink to be more noticeable.
den wif my wet shirt i went to the AIR CONDITIONED hall to man the photography booth.
o yea!!headache.

a p6 guy suan me and my friends at the gymnasium station when i went to try out.
he run to the mini trampoline, jumped, and did many flips and landed ON 2 FEET!!!
even the RI gymnast fail!
then Kyle try,
he run, jumped and did a half somersault, landing on his ass.
I ran , jumped and tried to do some mini not-very-mid-air-manuvering and landed on my side.
James ran band bounced onto the mat.HAHA!!!

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Friday, May 15, 2009/2:13 AM
Walao.....
My mom ban me frm computer....
just becuz i played 15 mins pokemon on no$gba...
but i actually didnt play....
i was trying to edit the software (in other words, hack) to crash my high lv game....
and i succeeded....

maths test....
walao....
the one very important test i forgot...
WTF!

science quiz....
walao....
i flunked it....
to state it in a nice way, i got 3.6 gp....
but to ba more exact, i scored 18.5/25....
walao....
so damn noob.....

chinese composition...
i flunked it.....
they give all those topics i veri bad at.....
walao.....
almost no time finish....

sian....

todae, after school, i went to J8 wif Jon Boh, Jaz and Aloy...
we go eat mac.....
yum...
den we go look @ handphones.....

den suddenly, i recieved a call frm Ryan Chor....
he ask y i didnt go LT1...
i ask y nd to go??
he said for the inter-house maths competition...
I tell him i nvr sign up...
he tell me tt it aint supposed to be signed up basis
the in-charge of the house choose the ppl hu r good in maths and sign them up...
walao....

5 min left till start...
Chiong!!!

2 min left....
stuck at crossraod....

-2min....
finally reach...

den i recieve the paper....
curse the in charge of the bayley house...
y choose me??
my maths sux.
y??

I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKE AFTER SEEING THE PAPER!!!
so damn hard.
sec1-sec4 sit for same paper...
no wander....
so many questions dun understand....
left whole of section B empty...

i give u some of the EASY questions tt i dun noe how to do but i understand....

1) Y/(X-Z) = (Z+Y)/Z = X/Y
then X/Y=?

2) 6(6 to the power of 6)/(3x3x3x3x3x3x3)=???....(this one is i too lazy to think)

3)~this one i nt sure if i copied correctly~ AxA+4A+1=0 find (AxAxA)/[(A to the power of 6)+1]........most probably i have not copied correctly.

4) if (P to the power of 3)+(Q to the power of 3)+(R to the power of 3)=3PQR
P+Q+R=??

5) X/(A-B) = Y/(B-C) = Z/(C-A) find: X+Y+Z

6)~this 1 i also nt sure if i copied correctly~ (X+Y+Z)XYZ = 1 find: the smallest value of (X+Z)(Y+Z)

7) (AxA)+(BxB)+(CxC)=9
find the max and minimum answer for [(A-B)x(AxB)]+[(B-C)x(B-C)]+[(C-A)x(C-A)]=?
IF A, B, and C are REAL NUMBERS.

dun forget...
these r one of those easier ones...
die.....
go back home tt time got drenched in the rain.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009/3:59 AM
HOT!!!

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Friday, May 8, 2009/10:43 PM
pls do this quiz......

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=1354844&key=JF6K

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/6:21 AM
Collage of pics taken at the ACM
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/2:33 AM
Ayah.....
headache.....
Tuition teacher (mrs koh) gave me a huge stack of hmwrk, but i havent even touched it.
Her class is the dae after tmrw...
she sae 1 piece of work nvr finish=fine $3...
she is going to become the richest teacher in the world because of me.....
headache......
ayah.....
if u ppl wan to download pokemon, but dunno how, just contact me.....

phone number:81025158

house number:67550150

email: fed-up-nerd@hotmail.com

i trust tt u wont spam me.....

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Saturday, May 2, 2009/1:17 AM
hey...anyone want to play Pokemon (any version/rescue team/any random stuff bout pokemon) on ur PC?

I found out how.....

STEP 1a:
go to http://www.winrar.com.sg/download.htm and download WinRAr
step 1b
go to http://nocash.emubase.de/gba.htm and scroll down to No$gba Freeware Version Downloads.

Step 2:
click on the link No$gba Freeware Version Downloads and download it to a folder on ur desktop. Example: name it Folder X.

Step 3:
go to http://www.esnips.com/doc/61bd55a1-4ae1-498c-8ffd-cb26862aed15/1016---Pokemon-Pearl- (this is the link to download Pokemon Pearl--to download other version, go to this link and try to search for other versions tt u wan)

or

go to http://www.esnips.com/doc/c57c2717-b014-442b-9e7e-d96a325a54e2/Pokemon-Mystery-Dungeon-Explorers-of-Darkness to download pokemon mystery dungeon.

step 4: after downloading extract ALL THE FILES EXCEPT THE ONE TT SAYS:'...' into ur Folder X.

step 5:
double click on the No$gba and select the whatever file related to pokemon tt u wan to play.

Step 6:
click on options, emulation setup.

step7:
set the emulation setup as:
EMULATION SPEED:UNLIMITED MHZ DIASTER 10%RESET/STARTUP ENTRY POINT:START CARTDGIGE DIRECTLYVIDEO OUTPUT:24 BIT TRUE COLOURGBA MODE :VGA(POPPY BRIGHT)GBA CARTRIDGE BACKUP MEDIA: FLASH 64K PANASONICNDS CARTIDGE BACKUP MEDIA:FLASH 512KBYTESSOLAR SENSOR LEVEL:DARKNESSSOUND OUTPUT MODE : DIGITAL MONO(FAST)SOUND DESIRED : LOWMULTIBOOT:NONEMULTIBOOT:SLOW/FAST

den click OK.

Den select options again and click SAVE OPTIONS.

den restart the No$gba.


NOTE:
to save, just save normally like in any other pokemon game.

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/1:09 AM
a video i posted on youtube.

front part of video---all the 02 scouts singing batch song~As One~

back part---dun watch its all crap....=.="



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