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I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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from peter xiiv: They felt like a scar on my mind, wrapped in within that concealed space. 'Stay', I felt a whisper behind my back, there was this insatiable force pulling me back from the corridor where we used to walk at. read more...
Orientation camp day 1
Wednesday, January 7, 2009/5:31 AM
RI camp day1


YAY!! I have survived the unbearable!! ok,thats a little too much...Anyway, I have just come back frm the 3day-2night orientation camp in RI.

For the camp,everyone brought tons of stuff, and then the PSLs( Peer Support Leaders) made us unpack and then pack everything in 30 seconds. ok ,it seems a lot of time,but look at the amount of stuff everyone brought!

After which they confiscated stuff Almost All Our Treasured Stuff, like handphones,books, psp , Wallets( mine contained $70 to buy my shorts) and even sweets OMG!! Instead of returning them at the end of the camp, the PSLs decided to eat it themselves!!My precious sweets!!

To my disappointment, i was paired up with a guy called Zen,instead of Shi Shi. Well, he looked kinda wierd and he is scared of the dark!! Is this Zen a MAN??!!

We were then lead to the air-conditioned hall -cool!- to do some cheers -not cool!!-. The cheers include--
1)Unite(raffles sacred cheer)
2)Spirit cheer
3)Kemama
4)North South East West
5)raffles Ichiban
6)Raffles Samba
So we spent the next FEW HOURS reciting and memorising the cheers.WTF.And we were there shouting like madmans until ma voice had gone hoarse. Well, it is expected tat we will be doin lots of cheers all because of the RAFFLESIA SPIRIT.haha. But most of the PSLs just stood there watchin us stupidly standin there doin cheers all wrong....The cheer i love best is UNITE!! IT ROX!!


Then we were made to do a simple yet gay dance wif the background music-reach.It was so gay lor!!We were taught how to dance by Joshua, head of Raffles voices (I cant help it but notice he looks like Deon,but a lot more gay).He did the solo on stage first wif the PSLs takin photo of him doin the gay dance. Wif those short pants, he is definitely--Sexy!!.............NOT!!haha.So we spent the next 3 hours doin the useless gay dance.

Then its Luch time, but i onli have 1 comment on the luch--It sucks!!!!

Our first activity was a very embarrassing one.Everyone had to go top-naked and use thier shirts as blindfolds. Then, we will be guided using words from the PSLs around the school compound.They are so Evil!!! They made us wet, poked us, took photos of us naked and also led us under chairs,over tables etc. The photographer also took photos of us naked!! I bet some of the girls from RJC saw us. Everyone was so sweaty that we kept breaking the train(we were suppossed to hold on to each other cos we had blindfolds on, so the end result looked like a train) The activity was Ultra tiring and we didnt learn anything frm it, although the PLSs insisted tat we had learnt tat teamwork is very important.

Then we were led to our Junior Block and learned about the houses-Baley, Buckely,Morrison, Hullet and Moor ( personally i wanna join MOOR cos it THE BEST HOUSE EVER!!)-, the rules and regulations( OMG!!1 time late 4 school, 1 demerit point!!Once u god 9 then u really die liao),
the school songs, how to tie our tie and recite the Rafflesian's Principle of honour.

Den we went to the field to pitch our tents.Heng I m frm scouts and tought my tentmates how to pitch it. Den we had our as-bad-as-luch dinner.

Then we went to bathe at the GIRLS TOILET!!how bad is tat?!?!
Well, finally we returned to our tents at 11.30 and i slept in the hot tent at 12.30.

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