不肯放弃
To Walk The Path Less Travelled

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waiting with bitter tears
standing by and waiting at your backdoor
waiting at your doorstep
longing for your acceptance
wont leave until you open this door
and look at me
eye to eye
and allow me to say
I love you



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biography
accept me
I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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from peter xiiv: They felt like a scar on my mind, wrapped in within that concealed space. 'Stay', I felt a whisper behind my back, there was this insatiable force pulling me back from the corridor where we used to walk at. read more...
Thursday, March 12, 2009/5:56 AM
WOAH!!!

Himari so damn CUTE leh!!!!

**daydreaming**

she look just lyke SHANA(woots!!:)) just tt her chest is MUCH MUCH MCUH MORE BIGGER!!
oyea...

*mind driftsss.....*

Zen say tt i now lyke girls wif big chest liao.WTF.okay i m not disagreeing.I might just agree a tiny tiny little bit.

HEHEHEH.

and plus, she has a WTF beautiful sword!!!OMG!!!!but shana's blog still more powerful and look nicer.heheh.

o yea, she also look damn chio when she turn to half cat--human body wif cat ears and tail.OMG!!!!!!!!!! she look almost as good as Lala-chan!! *drool...*heheh.....*quickly clean up the drool*damn hot xia.....

nvm.

o yea. lets tok more serious stuff. i think i should just let go of my crush.... she doesnt even lyke me. what hope do i have.... so miserable..... hope someone hu appreciate me appears...................

bout me rite now:
still struggling eif self doubt.

2 dae, my chinese teacher congratulate Qi Ji(the fattest guy in our class) on his gd composition and tell him to read out loud. PS i help u translate that particular sentence: "that day, my family decided to climb the mountain. we climbed and climbed but i was gradually lagging behind." my chinese teacher then interrupted:" i really advise u to eat lesser next time..." HAHAHA!! hope u get it...

CLE passed...gayed...

EN passed...gayed.....

CS passed...gayed...

During maths, due to my poor eyesight, i was mad to see nearer to the board,next to Kyle(second most perverted guy in class) and then during whole lesson, i made disgusting vag.( short form of some word tt i dun wan to use) sucking noises. Heheh. he seem so aroused.....

During history, our teacher mad us watch some retarded video of some retarded ppl who are using retarded ways to imitate those retarded romans. As the lights were off, we can do whatever we wan!! so Jon Boh and I masturebated each other. OMG SO STIFF!!! ppl hu read this dun be offended, Jon boh and I were merely playing wif each other..heheh....

den during scout training..so tough....we were mad to form a caterpillar--everyone sitting on the ground wif the legs wrapped around the hip of the person in front and we have to move foreward. SO HARD AND PAIN!!! ouch!! %$#@. so gd during water break, shi shan action go chiong to water cooler and cut himself so he dun nd to do.....

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