I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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WOOTS!!:)
I collected 201 dollars during these 3 daes of jobweek (scouts)!
Finally, I am able to get a bumblebee badge!--what I've always hope for--i think...
O boy!

Too bad Shi Shan in China, miss this year of Jobweek, so sad. cos...(lemme explain the rules of jobweek to u...)

You must get 200 dollars to get a bumblebee badge and there are 4 kinds of bumblebee badges altogether--green, bronze, silver and gold. For example, if you get 200 dollars in sec1, you will get a green bumblebee and if u get 200 dollars in sec2, you will get a bronze bumblebee. But if you miss 1 year of jobweek, you will start from the latest bumblebee lv. for example you got 200 dollars in sec 1 but u miss sec2 jobweek but earned 200 dollars in sec3, you will get a silver bumblebee. geddit? so if u miss 1 year, you will never get gold, and if u miss 2 years u will never get siolver and so on.

so now leats talk bout the jobweek I had:

First dae:
I wasnt veri enthu but i made 87 dollars, the most of the 3 daes.
Our team was mad up of 3 sec 1 (Malcolm, Benny and I) and 2 sec 3 (Ryan and Joshua...hehe both so veri gay). as sec ones, we were assigned to HDB flats SUX!!! and we were assigned to Jurong East OMG SO FAR AWAY!

Woke up super early~yawn~ and den we went to RI to meet. not very enthu cos so tired... so good for tt ryan lor, he wake up late den didnt cum to tt stupid meeting.so gd and sleep more..zzz.. and when I saw Joshua, the first thing I thought was: is he gay??OMG!! dun be alarmed cos i think every1 is gay. ok they r not gay but they r perverts...I was shocked to discover tt the target for this year's jobweek was $500 OMG!! wan die issit??

So off we went to Jurong East MRT station.PS: so good for Ryan again lah! live in Jurong East!
After which we diligently went to work in HDBs.Luckily Ryan live near tt area and knew where rich ppl live (4~5 rm flats mah) and tt I kiasu go bring street directory, so we managed to locate tt area quite easily. (what I think bout ryan: looks perverted and sly when he grin and show his teeth, but he is a nice guy) so aff we went to do those flats.

so boring and tiring and all the sissy sec ones keep moaning for water....so thirsty... den after tt we quite happy cos we earned quite a lot and every1 learned 2 forbidden techniques:

1){serious}ask for donations although it was written on the jobweek card: THIS IS NOT A DONATION CARD

2){not serious}JOSHUA:"u noe how to look out for flats tt have lots of money?Imagine tt there r $signs on each hdb flat and the hdb flat which have the biggest $ sign have the most money to spare."heheh.it works u noe?

tt dae, i earned the most among the sec ones cos i have to chiong cos every1 except me can pump thier own money in but my parents dun allow.

Benny say i earn the most for tt dae[$87, the most i earned among the 3 days] cos i look cute.I think he meaned it.I was so angry for being humiliated by him for calling me cute tt i shouted @ him" if i cute, den BISHAN UNCLE CUTER!"

tts all for dae 1

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