不肯放弃
To Walk The Path Less Travelled

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waiting with bitter tears
standing by and waiting at your backdoor
waiting at your doorstep
longing for your acceptance
wont leave until you open this door
and look at me
eye to eye
and allow me to say
I love you



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biography
accept me
I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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from peter xiiv: They felt like a scar on my mind, wrapped in within that concealed space. 'Stay', I felt a whisper behind my back, there was this insatiable force pulling me back from the corridor where we used to walk at. read more...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009/6:07 AM
...Today....
...my birthday....
...my meaningless birthday...
...I dont feel any different...
...ok...
...mabye I have just 1 feeling...
...the feeling of anger...
...for why had my birthday come so soon...
...now I must set my target to 13 year olds in napha test...
...thx all who wished me happy bdae...
...although most ppl didnt even realise...
...really meaningless...
...o yea...
...although it was my bdae, my parents dont even allow me to watch TV or play com...
...I did 150+ push ups and 40+ crunches, but other 02 scouts other than benny would say tt we didnt do tt much cos benny and I who are in sharks (cos of boredom during our patrol meeting), did physical meeting while the other patrols played games...
...O yea...
...because of boredom again...
...our patrol leader after hearing tt todae was my bdae...
...thought of a very gd way to waste time...
...and made the patrol sing out loud a birthday song for me...
...so loud tt all the other patrol heard and joined in...
...=.="...
...
...the wish i made for my birthday this year--to get a gf...JUST JOKING!...
...anyway, who would want me? seriously...
someone, cheer me up please...
...so sad...
...depressed...
...pessimistic...
...
...and the only way out is to...
...dream...
...
...still dreaming...
...Harold Gong Haoran...
...the epic fail...
...the *'learner'*(loser, actually)...
...

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