I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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Ah its been such a long time since i last posted so i got quite a lot of crap to post.

i dunno y i m posting anyway. Ppl say me 吃饱没事做, cos no one read, so y post??

I played lots of maple during hols.lol.
lame. i noe.

I just trained my thief into sin.haha.so cool.but the bad thing is tt its main attack is still lucky 7(1st job advancement skill)so its nt very showy.sad.

so i just used dark sight and go to those random random places wif pro monsters.took a lot of pics. now lv 37 wif brown bamboo hat, emerals earrings,blue sauna robe, mithril gaurds and a pair of lv 25 crap shoes. o yea. and an Zenumist cape. Using Mokbi.so noob(i kana scammed 100k for 1 mokbi)sad.

I love this music

Uh....Today woke up at 9.so late.Suppossed to go to Yu Chen's house to do Project at 12.But then he call me and tell me to go his house at that time.
so I reach his house at 10:45,den we started on project for about 5 min...den we started playing runescape for some reason.
we played until 11:30 when ~~(this guy weants to remain anonymous for the sake of the gd of this world) came over and tried to hack JS(this is a random short form of his name) with his username as ********* and his password as his real name. stupid GUY WHO PUTS HIS NAME AS HIS PASS. den we took his acc to play in wildie.HArhar nb nb. LOSE TO lv 75 Revenant.harhar noob.den we went to PvP world and got him a mithril plate5body(ok tts the gd side--we made him die countless of times).
HARHAR
DEn we go youtube WATCH A HOT MEGAN FOX VIDEO!!OMG SO HOTTTTTT.
u guys should watch too.
den we go watch Jonas Brothers music video..haha Nick look damn gay in his blouse like clothing.
Now thier trying to spam my blog-writing so if you spot any errors, dun blame me.

Ah...
Went to J8 for CLE and CS project today.
and yesterday,
I went to Yu Chen's place to do history project.
Ah finally i have done something.

now i go scan my documents onto computer and sendto grp members

uh...
dont feel so good...
uh...
Just had a fever of 39.7 degrees celcius
now recovering.
My parents and doctor suspect i got it at Scouts Camp.
Well its too bad then.
Suffered severe coughing.
didnt eat much.
almost nothing at all
Hate this man.
although now i dont have such a high fever anymore,
i cant go out cos i am coughing
and due to this
i cant go to
ST NICKS CAMPFIRE!
no..........
one of my only chances to see females my age....wasted.
sulking at home.
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
sulking...
and i cant go out to do project work too...
wasted....
these few darn weeks...
no one call...
sulking at home...
uh...
Been training my noob lv 34 maple acc...
BuT SuDdEnLy MaPlE DoEsNt SeEm So FuN AnYmOrE...
...
wanna die...
sulking

ahhh...
scout camp finally over.
@ first i was so darn eager to go
cos i can do whatever i lik without my parents knowing.
but on the thierd day,
i was darn eager to go back home.

first day.
went there at 7.
reported in full scout uniform.
carried super heavy camping back.
reported @ artspace.
the ventures gave us a briefing.

den we went....somewhere.....DARN!!I FORGOT!!
den we had to set up our tents.
it wasnt any normal tent.
it was a 20-man tent
they just gave us a tent sheet,(it is almost equivalent to 1 huge piece of cloth)
3 spars,
lots of pegs(they were huge!),
1 mallot(to peg down huge pegs)
and lots of rope.

unfortunately,
shark was lacking in manpower cos our imba ADAM and SUDEEP were not there....
damn sad.
and Jethro kept injuring himself, resulting in him always going to the sickbay
and Dniel had stomach-ache.
and (no offence) Shaun was very...errr....small....
and I was too lazy 2 mug for my scout stuff....
and Benny was kept complaining and wasnt of much use...
so we were lacking in manpower
so everyone depended on Joshua and En Wei.
sad.

After setting up tents,
we built gadgets to hang clothes,
hold shoes etc.
Joshua built a DAMN IMBA SHOE RACK which was damn wobbly.
depended on tiger for cloths hanger.
I built the uniform hanger 'mini'.

den after quite few extensions and downing, everyone finished.

den had some war games.
the theme was star wars so there was some skilles(ppl had to earn them wif push ups, cruntches, and commandos) related wif ~THE FORCE~

we had to grap the sock hanging frm the opponents's pants.
if we lost our sock, we had to be punished-severely.

i was the most unluckiest.
after acquiring the skill of killing whoever we touch, the ventures thought tt the skill was damn cheat, so they banned it.

den i acquired force choke, the game ended...NO!@!!!!!@@@!@!@!@!@!@

damn.

den we slept near 12am
I was the sentry for 1h.
my friends said tt i sleep walked...omg...
mabye due to lack of sleep....

woke up at 4.
only SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS!!

damn tired.
washed up and changed into full scount uniform.
had lay-out
had batch dynamics(it should be tiring but Jon Tan was damn slack and let us off to slack as well)

did some random stuff...too bored to write.

den came batswoodman(dunno how to spell)(4 ur info, we had to cook all our meals ourself) which was to have our patrol leader go to buy stuff like fish and veg while others dig a hole in the ground, set a fire in there and cook on the fire.

we cooked rice+fish(damn nice although 20%raw) wif finely decorated ham+apples dipped in hot chocolate!!

slept near 12

did 1h of sentry as well.

Den nxt day,
in the morning when the sky was still dark,
we had

went for hike...paked rations in my bag(bread+sardins+energy bars+prunes+tuna) damn heavy. hiked all the way frm bishan to EUNOS!! and the rout wasnt direct!! cos we had to go to different checkpoints.

the hike was frm 1pm to 11.30pm walao.....i did the navigating for the last part towards Nanyand JC!DAMN FUN.i had to do it cos En Wei and Joshua were damn exhausted.
it was also damn hard cos there was absolutely no landmarks along the way.
suffered dehydration and hunger.
leg muscles damn pain.
stiff and quite a few injuries.
the task @ nanyang jc was to hug 3 male passer by and shake hands wif 3 female passer by...-_-"

den we hiked back to RI.

damn exhausted

nxt day we had VOJ.
too lazy to explain.
just ask me personally.
den we had random activities.
tore my poncho.

den we had PAYBACK!NO!!!!!!
damn exhausting(the VOJ was darn exhausting too)
den after which we went home after we had taken down our tents.

so altogether we did about 2,000+ push ups...WOOTS!!!DAMN SLACK LIAO....this is one of the slackest camps...

sad...
no tv
no air con
lack of sleep
no handphone
miss watermelon....

hope nxt camp wun come so early....

Ahhh...
change skin liao...
the last one was too dark.

think this one is better.
o yea
u might find some trouble wif the multiple popups frm time 2 time.
it is because tt i cannot insert any music into my blog.
so my last resort was to glitch(u can find the glitch @ the bottom where there is a music player) and the side effect was the popups.

o yea.
dont click on the 'oo' button.
its nothing.
i just used it to glitch