I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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from peter xiiv: They felt like a scar on my mind, wrapped in within that concealed space. 'Stay', I felt a whisper behind my back, there was this insatiable force pulling me back from the corridor where we used to walk at. read more...

ahhh...
scout camp finally over.
@ first i was so darn eager to go
cos i can do whatever i lik without my parents knowing.
but on the thierd day,
i was darn eager to go back home.

first day.
went there at 7.
reported in full scout uniform.
carried super heavy camping back.
reported @ artspace.
the ventures gave us a briefing.

den we went....somewhere.....DARN!!I FORGOT!!
den we had to set up our tents.
it wasnt any normal tent.
it was a 20-man tent
they just gave us a tent sheet,(it is almost equivalent to 1 huge piece of cloth)
3 spars,
lots of pegs(they were huge!),
1 mallot(to peg down huge pegs)
and lots of rope.

unfortunately,
shark was lacking in manpower cos our imba ADAM and SUDEEP were not there....
damn sad.
and Jethro kept injuring himself, resulting in him always going to the sickbay
and Dniel had stomach-ache.
and (no offence) Shaun was very...errr....small....
and I was too lazy 2 mug for my scout stuff....
and Benny was kept complaining and wasnt of much use...
so we were lacking in manpower
so everyone depended on Joshua and En Wei.
sad.

After setting up tents,
we built gadgets to hang clothes,
hold shoes etc.
Joshua built a DAMN IMBA SHOE RACK which was damn wobbly.
depended on tiger for cloths hanger.
I built the uniform hanger 'mini'.

den after quite few extensions and downing, everyone finished.

den had some war games.
the theme was star wars so there was some skilles(ppl had to earn them wif push ups, cruntches, and commandos) related wif ~THE FORCE~

we had to grap the sock hanging frm the opponents's pants.
if we lost our sock, we had to be punished-severely.

i was the most unluckiest.
after acquiring the skill of killing whoever we touch, the ventures thought tt the skill was damn cheat, so they banned it.

den i acquired force choke, the game ended...NO!@!!!!!@@@!@!@!@!@!@

damn.

den we slept near 12am
I was the sentry for 1h.
my friends said tt i sleep walked...omg...
mabye due to lack of sleep....

woke up at 4.
only SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS!!

damn tired.
washed up and changed into full scount uniform.
had lay-out
had batch dynamics(it should be tiring but Jon Tan was damn slack and let us off to slack as well)

did some random stuff...too bored to write.

den came batswoodman(dunno how to spell)(4 ur info, we had to cook all our meals ourself) which was to have our patrol leader go to buy stuff like fish and veg while others dig a hole in the ground, set a fire in there and cook on the fire.

we cooked rice+fish(damn nice although 20%raw) wif finely decorated ham+apples dipped in hot chocolate!!

slept near 12

did 1h of sentry as well.

Den nxt day,
in the morning when the sky was still dark,
we had

went for hike...paked rations in my bag(bread+sardins+energy bars+prunes+tuna) damn heavy. hiked all the way frm bishan to EUNOS!! and the rout wasnt direct!! cos we had to go to different checkpoints.

the hike was frm 1pm to 11.30pm walao.....i did the navigating for the last part towards Nanyand JC!DAMN FUN.i had to do it cos En Wei and Joshua were damn exhausted.
it was also damn hard cos there was absolutely no landmarks along the way.
suffered dehydration and hunger.
leg muscles damn pain.
stiff and quite a few injuries.
the task @ nanyang jc was to hug 3 male passer by and shake hands wif 3 female passer by...-_-"

den we hiked back to RI.

damn exhausted

nxt day we had VOJ.
too lazy to explain.
just ask me personally.
den we had random activities.
tore my poncho.

den we had PAYBACK!NO!!!!!!
damn exhausting(the VOJ was darn exhausting too)
den after which we went home after we had taken down our tents.

so altogether we did about 2,000+ push ups...WOOTS!!!DAMN SLACK LIAO....this is one of the slackest camps...

sad...
no tv
no air con
lack of sleep
no handphone
miss watermelon....

hope nxt camp wun come so early....