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To Walk The Path Less Travelled

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waiting with bitter tears
standing by and waiting at your backdoor
waiting at your doorstep
longing for your acceptance
wont leave until you open this door
and look at me
eye to eye
and allow me to say
I love you



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biography
accept me
I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009/1:41 AM
Ahhh.
im tired.
so i decide to blog in eng again.

B'in a long time since i last posted.
Blogger got prob!
cannot post pic!
lol

Ah.
just return home.
lol
should i read manga
if i should, should i read
sports manga
or
the manga tt chung chi and I like to read?

Or should i watch anime
should i watch
Bleach?
One Piece?
or
should I watch To-Love-Ru and Kemeko Delux?

so many questions
so little answers
all my joints going numb due to
inactivity
Time to crack them

now
lets see if the goddamn
maple private server woprking now
...
...
still not working
..
..
still not
.
.
i give up.

damn envious leh
my fren bcum gm liao

lol

not much hmwrk

you might say
"Hey!U quarantine for 7 days leh!Dun have much work to catch up meh??"
i would say:
"ayoh!Too lazy lah!Anyway i chiong almost everything liao.And all the in-class tests like 听力,听写 and maths TA teacher chiong finish today liao.LOL I CHEAT FOR SPELLING!lol! only 1 day to study 2 chapters leh!and only have like 1h or less to do spelling revision cos yesterday a lot of work.Still got cca."

O yea.
2 great accomplishments:

1) I LEARNED HOW TO TIE OCEAN PLATE!:]
2) I LEARNED HOW TO TIE MONKEY FIST!:]

lol
damn bored now
just played mafia wars.
now no energy liao.
X.X

dunno what to do.
back ache.
like
hell

still nid to write poems.
LOL
I cannot write poems one.
nt poetic @ all.

zzzzz

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Thursday, July 23, 2009/7:34 PM
LOL SO HOT


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Friday, July 17, 2009/12:44 AM
说实在的,

我认为生命根本没有什么意义,

因为作为小孩,我们的责任是学习,以后找个好工作,因此我们不应该玩电脑。没乐趣。

可是如果不好好的学习,只顾着玩,以后也就找不到好的工作,要吃很多的苦头。只有临时的乐趣。

可是如果你考上了好学校,你就跟不应该玩了,所以你就要学学学,一直学到高中。没乐趣。
考完高中以后,就需要去当兵,有时两三年。没乐趣。

当完了兵,就去上大学,这回,你还是不能玩儿,如果你不好好学习你是不会有成就的!大雪过后就是博士等。没乐趣!学学学,学死你。

然后,你就要找个工作。你需要养家,所以根本没时间玩,如果玩儿,就不作功,亦不作功就没收入,已没了收入那你就别活了!在你从高中到现在作功的这个路程中,应为你不能玩儿,你会渐渐的忘记玩儿和享受的乐趣。

工作。劳累。汗水。时间慢慢地过去了。你也老了。如果你幸运,你就会有一把老养金,你的儿女也会照顾你。你老了,动也动不了了。每走一步都费尽。只好躺在家里,看着天花板,等着生命的结束。

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009/4:23 AM
I im so bored.
so 我 decided to 用华文to write 还有 tag 别人的博克

说实在的,我现在真是吃饱没事做。无聊死了。刚拉完半个小时的琴,现在又再次搞上电脑了。。。哈哈
实在不懂要干什么。
这个博克可真讨人厌,我试了无数遍可是它就不把我的相片放上来。烦人死了。

这个博克也听不受欢迎的,根本没几个人来留言之类的。哇!无聊死了。
家里也没啥好玩的,珍本不知接下来应该做什么。

从今天起,我会试着把自己当作第三者来看待任何的事情,希望会更有趣点儿。

啊,写完了,人生真苦啊!

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Thursday, July 9, 2009/6:46 AM
Today went to Yu Chen house to project till 6
didnt play any game
Wooh!

so we of course were damn bored.
so most of the time while we worked,
we listen and sing to power ranger and power puff girls songs.
WOOTS!

Go~Go~Power Rangers~

i can almost memorise the 2 songs!

woots

laughed a lot @ Yuchen house
dunno y
i cut myself wif scissors accidentally until bleed a lot i aso still laughing
he sae i mad.

now nd to revise for geog test

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Sunday, July 5, 2009/7:08 PM
0.now i maple lv 45.
equip:
Red Guiltian
Maple Llama staff(onli 200k woots)
Red Starlight (M)
Esther Shield (300k so ex)
Blue Noel(0.o hunt)
Red Moon Shoes(hunt)

yayay
equip rox

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Thursday, July 2, 2009/5:24 AM
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/4:27 AM
Ahh...
Maple so fun!!^^
Yu Chen and I took only 2hrs to train frm lv 1 to lv 32^^
haha
wif each of us 600+k
yeah!
ownage
now going to el nath
we both became ice light at the same time.

cos we play private server.ha!
so funn
yeah!

if u wan noe how to download, sms me.

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