不肯放弃
To Walk The Path Less Travelled

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waiting with bitter tears
standing by and waiting at your backdoor
waiting at your doorstep
longing for your acceptance
wont leave until you open this door
and look at me
eye to eye
and allow me to say
I love you



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biography
accept me
I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends

He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.

Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.

Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club

Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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Friday, July 17, 2009/12:44 AM
说实在的,

我认为生命根本没有什么意义,

因为作为小孩,我们的责任是学习,以后找个好工作,因此我们不应该玩电脑。没乐趣。

可是如果不好好的学习,只顾着玩,以后也就找不到好的工作,要吃很多的苦头。只有临时的乐趣。

可是如果你考上了好学校,你就跟不应该玩了,所以你就要学学学,一直学到高中。没乐趣。
考完高中以后,就需要去当兵,有时两三年。没乐趣。

当完了兵,就去上大学,这回,你还是不能玩儿,如果你不好好学习你是不会有成就的!大雪过后就是博士等。没乐趣!学学学,学死你。

然后,你就要找个工作。你需要养家,所以根本没时间玩,如果玩儿,就不作功,亦不作功就没收入,已没了收入那你就别活了!在你从高中到现在作功的这个路程中,应为你不能玩儿,你会渐渐的忘记玩儿和享受的乐趣。

工作。劳累。汗水。时间慢慢地过去了。你也老了。如果你幸运,你就会有一把老养金,你的儿女也会照顾你。你老了,动也动不了了。每走一步都费尽。只好躺在家里,看着天花板,等着生命的结束。

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