I am a nervouswreck
My real name is actually Harold Gong Haoran
A boy who is misunderstood by many.
Havent had even 1 relationship yet.
Influenced by his gay friends
He is helpful.
A pessimist.
Thinks he is a loser.
Known by my class as GAY>>>Shi Shan say I am still 1 rank below GAYLORD.
Luckily I dont have the gay genes(heng..) and wont become an actual homosexual.
Hopes.
1)get a gf(although it is impossible)
2)Get my PSP fixed!!
3)Get a new phone(3 years laterT.T)and it can be of any brand but LG(slow!!)
4)become class vice chairman next year
5)Get into RJC
6)become a prefect
7)get into scouts 02 and Science club
Gd @ keepin secrets cos i often forget them(PSPS I got bad memory)
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from peter xiiv: They felt like a scar on my mind, wrapped in within that concealed space. 'Stay', I felt a whisper behind my back, there was this insatiable force pulling me back from the corridor where we used to walk at. read more...
Sunday, August 2, 2009/4:20 AM
hi... just wrote a poem for my eng poetry thingy....
pls comment and either tag it(if its short) or send me via email(if its long)
P.S. this is my first poem so it kinda suck ************************************************************ Voice out your thoughts, the young, suppressed, You should not be stopped; They have no right to gauge you by your age, And remove the freedom that you sought.
The world reeks of lies and unease, And she needs new blood to lead her; And only with new ideas and innovation can she be contempt, And pull herslef from the chaos she is in, this matter should not be slurred.
So, man, turn and grieve over your actions, coward, For you have caused Mother Earth to bleed; It’s time to end this salvation, and move forward It is time for new blood to take over, to rise.
B'in a long time since i last posted. Blogger got prob! cannot post pic! lol
Ah. just return home. lol should i read manga if i should, should i read sports manga or the manga tt chung chi and I like to read?
Or should i watch anime should i watch Bleach? One Piece? or should I watch To-Love-Ru and Kemeko Delux?
so many questions so little answers all my joints going numb due to inactivity Time to crack them
now lets see if the goddamn maple private server woprking now ... ... still not working .. .. still not . . i give up.
damn envious leh my fren bcum gm liao
lol
not much hmwrk
you might say "Hey!U quarantine for 7 days leh!Dun have much work to catch up meh??" i would say: "ayoh!Too lazy lah!Anyway i chiong almost everything liao.And all the in-class tests like 听力,听写 and maths TA teacher chiong finish today liao.LOL I CHEAT FOR SPELLING!lol! only 1 day to study 2 chapters leh!and only have like 1h or less to do spelling revision cos yesterday a lot of work.Still got cca."
O yea. 2 great accomplishments:
1) I LEARNED HOW TO TIE OCEAN PLATE!:] 2) I LEARNED HOW TO TIE MONKEY FIST!:]
lol damn bored now just played mafia wars. now no energy liao. X.X
dunno what to do. back ache. like hell
still nid to write poems. LOL I cannot write poems one. nt poetic @ all.
0.now i maple lv 45. equip: Red Guiltian Maple Llama staff(onli 200k woots) Red Starlight (M) Esther Shield (300k so ex) Blue Noel(0.o hunt) Red Moon Shoes(hunt)
Ahh... Maple so fun!!^^ Yu Chen and I took only 2hrs to train frm lv 1 to lv 32^^ haha wif each of us 600+k yeah! ownage now going to el nath we both became ice light at the same time.
Ah its been such a long time since i last posted so i got quite a lot of crap to post.
i dunno y i m posting anyway. Ppl say me 吃饱没事做, cos no one read, so y post??
I played lots of maple during hols.lol. lame. i noe.
I just trained my thief into sin.haha.so cool.but the bad thing is tt its main attack is still lucky 7(1st job advancement skill)so its nt very showy.sad.
so i just used dark sight and go to those random random places wif pro monsters.took a lot of pics. now lv 37 wif brown bamboo hat, emerals earrings,blue sauna robe, mithril gaurds and a pair of lv 25 crap shoes. o yea. and an Zenumist cape. Using Mokbi.so noob(i kana scammed 100k for 1 mokbi)sad.
Uh....Today woke up at 9.so late.Suppossed to go to Yu Chen's house to do Project at 12.But then he call me and tell me to go his house at that time. so I reach his house at 10:45,den we started on project for about 5 min...den we started playing runescape for some reason. we played until 11:30 when ~~(this guy weants to remain anonymous for the sake of the gd of this world) came over and tried to hack JS(this is a random short form of his name) with his username as ********* and his password as his real name. stupid GUY WHO PUTS HIS NAME AS HIS PASS. den we took his acc to play in wildie.HArhar nb nb. LOSE TO lv 75 Revenant.harhar noob.den we went to PvP world and got him a mithril plate5body(ok tts the gd side--we made him die countless of times). HARHAR DEn we go youtube WATCH A HOT MEGAN FOX VIDEO!!OMG SO HOTTTTTT. u guys should watch too. den we go watch Jonas Brothers music video..haha Nick look damn gay in his blouse like clothing. Now thier trying to spam my blog-writing so if you spot any errors, dun blame me.
uh... dont feel so good... uh... Just had a fever of 39.7 degrees celcius now recovering. My parents and doctor suspect i got it at Scouts Camp. Well its too bad then. Suffered severe coughing. didnt eat much. almost nothing at all Hate this man. although now i dont have such a high fever anymore, i cant go out cos i am coughing and due to this i cant go to ST NICKS CAMPFIRE! no.......... one of my only chances to see females my age....wasted. sulking at home. sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... sulking... and i cant go out to do project work too... wasted.... these few darn weeks... no one call... sulking at home... uh... Been training my noob lv 34 maple acc... BuT SuDdEnLy MaPlE DoEsNt SeEm So FuN AnYmOrE... ... wanna die... sulking
ahhh... scout camp finally over. @ first i was so darn eager to go cos i can do whatever i lik without my parents knowing. but on the thierd day, i was darn eager to go back home.
first day. went there at 7. reported in full scout uniform. carried super heavy camping back. reported @ artspace. the ventures gave us a briefing.
den we went....somewhere.....DARN!!I FORGOT!! den we had to set up our tents. it wasnt any normal tent. it was a 20-man tent they just gave us a tent sheet,(it is almost equivalent to 1 huge piece of cloth) 3 spars, lots of pegs(they were huge!), 1 mallot(to peg down huge pegs) and lots of rope.
unfortunately, shark was lacking in manpower cos our imba ADAM and SUDEEP were not there.... damn sad. and Jethro kept injuring himself, resulting in him always going to the sickbay and Dniel had stomach-ache. and (no offence) Shaun was very...errr....small.... and I was too lazy 2 mug for my scout stuff.... and Benny was kept complaining and wasnt of much use... so we were lacking in manpower so everyone depended on Joshua and En Wei. sad.
After setting up tents, we built gadgets to hang clothes, hold shoes etc. Joshua built a DAMN IMBA SHOE RACK which was damn wobbly. depended on tiger for cloths hanger. I built the uniform hanger 'mini'.
den after quite few extensions and downing, everyone finished.
den had some war games. the theme was star wars so there was some skilles(ppl had to earn them wif push ups, cruntches, and commandos) related wif ~THE FORCE~
we had to grap the sock hanging frm the opponents's pants. if we lost our sock, we had to be punished-severely.
i was the most unluckiest. after acquiring the skill of killing whoever we touch, the ventures thought tt the skill was damn cheat, so they banned it.
den i acquired force choke, the game ended...NO!@!!!!!@@@!@!@!@!@!@
damn.
den we slept near 12am I was the sentry for 1h. my friends said tt i sleep walked...omg... mabye due to lack of sleep....
woke up at 4. only SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS!!
damn tired. washed up and changed into full scount uniform. had lay-out had batch dynamics(it should be tiring but Jon Tan was damn slack and let us off to slack as well)
did some random stuff...too bored to write.
den came batswoodman(dunno how to spell)(4 ur info, we had to cook all our meals ourself) which was to have our patrol leader go to buy stuff like fish and veg while others dig a hole in the ground, set a fire in there and cook on the fire.
we cooked rice+fish(damn nice although 20%raw) wif finely decorated ham+apples dipped in hot chocolate!!
slept near 12
did 1h of sentry as well.
Den nxt day, in the morning when the sky was still dark, we had
went for hike...paked rations in my bag(bread+sardins+energy bars+prunes+tuna) damn heavy. hiked all the way frm bishan to EUNOS!! and the rout wasnt direct!! cos we had to go to different checkpoints.
the hike was frm 1pm to 11.30pm walao.....i did the navigating for the last part towards Nanyand JC!DAMN FUN.i had to do it cos En Wei and Joshua were damn exhausted. it was also damn hard cos there was absolutely no landmarks along the way. suffered dehydration and hunger. leg muscles damn pain. stiff and quite a few injuries. the task @ nanyang jc was to hug 3 male passer by and shake hands wif 3 female passer by...-_-"
den we hiked back to RI.
damn exhausted
nxt day we had VOJ. too lazy to explain. just ask me personally. den we had random activities. tore my poncho.
den we had PAYBACK!NO!!!!!! damn exhausting(the VOJ was darn exhausting too) den after which we went home after we had taken down our tents.
so altogether we did about 2,000+ push ups...WOOTS!!!DAMN SLACK LIAO....this is one of the slackest camps...
sad... no tv no air con lack of sleep no handphone miss watermelon....
Ahhh... change skin liao... the last one was too dark.
think this one is better. o yea u might find some trouble wif the multiple popups frm time 2 time. it is because tt i cannot insert any music into my blog. so my last resort was to glitch(u can find the glitch @ the bottom where there is a music player) and the side effect was the popups.
o yea. dont click on the 'oo' button. its nothing. i just used it to glitch
Yay!!! got 4.0 gpa total for maths!!! 27.5/30 for maths CCT!!! I didnt flunk it like last time!!! but the sadd thing is tt teacher now going through some 'EARLY EXPOSURE' (heheh....u noe what early exposure i m thinking of, rite?) for sec 2 work!!! WALAO!! incomprehensible!!!
Yay! I got 3.6 for tt freaking piece of noob story i wrote for the individual short story( the story is posted on one of my posts). YAy!
I got 3.2 for oral communication story telling: The tale of THREE BROTHERs (harry potter one)Sad....
yAY!I got 4.0 for tt freaking piece of expository essay!!!i nvr expected it!!!cos i have forgotten to write one very important part of the essay.yay!!
den sadd... i got 3.2 for geog!!! nooo... shi beat me so much! luckily, the second gpa formt doesnt include geog.
science: I flunked the quiz...
history: havent get back
Chinese: havent get back but teacher say tt everyone did very well.
YAY!!! noe exam over. can play MAPLESTORY 2!! i noe its lame but i really wan to bcum the knight of cygnus. my friend aso wanna continue all bcause of the new knights of cygnus starting on June.
tt time open house. came at 10 am. help out at catapult station. stay until 1pm(den i go PIPC and cum back at about 3) i BECUM HUMAN TARGET FOR THE PRI SIXES!!
got shot full force on my shirt. haha i m WET!!!INSIDE!!!my underwear is wet cos of the water. den i realise tt some freaking guy fill it up wif soapy water!!! so i stink like shit. stink because of sweat and stink more because of the a little soapy smell on my shirt that causes the stink to be more noticeable. den wif my wet shirt i went to the AIR CONDITIONED hall to man the photography booth. o yea!!headache.
a p6 guy suan me and my friends at the gymnasium station when i went to try out. he run to the mini trampoline, jumped, and did many flips and landed ON 2 FEET!!! even the RI gymnast fail! then Kyle try, he run, jumped and did a half somersault, landing on his ass. I ran , jumped and tried to do some mini not-very-mid-air-manuvering and landed on my side. James ran band bounced onto the mat.HAHA!!!
Walao..... My mom ban me frm computer.... just becuz i played 15 mins pokemon on no$gba... but i actually didnt play.... i was trying to edit the software (in other words, hack) to crash my high lv game.... and i succeeded....
maths test.... walao.... the one very important test i forgot... WTF!
science quiz.... walao.... i flunked it.... to state it in a nice way, i got 3.6 gp.... but to ba more exact, i scored 18.5/25.... walao.... so damn noob.....
chinese composition... i flunked it..... they give all those topics i veri bad at..... walao..... almost no time finish....
sian....
todae, after school, i went to J8 wif Jon Boh, Jaz and Aloy... we go eat mac..... yum... den we go look @ handphones.....
den suddenly, i recieved a call frm Ryan Chor.... he ask y i didnt go LT1... i ask y nd to go?? he said for the inter-house maths competition... I tell him i nvr sign up... he tell me tt it aint supposed to be signed up basis the in-charge of the house choose the ppl hu r good in maths and sign them up... walao....
5 min left till start... Chiong!!!
2 min left.... stuck at crossraod....
-2min.... finally reach...
den i recieve the paper.... curse the in charge of the bayley house... y choose me?? my maths sux. y??
I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKE AFTER SEEING THE PAPER!!! so damn hard. sec1-sec4 sit for same paper... no wander.... so many questions dun understand.... left whole of section B empty...
i give u some of the EASY questions tt i dun noe how to do but i understand....
1) Y/(X-Z) = (Z+Y)/Z = X/Y then X/Y=?
2) 6(6 to the power of 6)/(3x3x3x3x3x3x3)=???....(this one is i too lazy to think)
3)~this one i nt sure if i copied correctly~ AxA+4A+1=0 find (AxAxA)/[(A to the power of 6)+1]........most probably i have not copied correctly.
4) if (P to the power of 3)+(Q to the power of 3)+(R to the power of 3)=3PQR P+Q+R=??
5) X/(A-B) = Y/(B-C) = Z/(C-A) find: X+Y+Z
6)~this 1 i also nt sure if i copied correctly~ (X+Y+Z)XYZ = 1 find: the smallest value of (X+Z)(Y+Z)
7) (AxA)+(BxB)+(CxC)=9 find the max and minimum answer for [(A-B)x(AxB)]+[(B-C)x(B-C)]+[(C-A)x(C-A)]=? IF A, B, and C are REAL NUMBERS.
dun forget... these r one of those easier ones... die..... go back home tt time got drenched in the rain.
Ayah..... headache..... Tuition teacher (mrs koh) gave me a huge stack of hmwrk, but i havent even touched it. Her class is the dae after tmrw... she sae 1 piece of work nvr finish=fine $3... she is going to become the richest teacher in the world because of me..... headache...... ayah..... if u ppl wan to download pokemon, but dunno how, just contact me.....
step 4: after downloading extract ALL THE FILES EXCEPT THE ONE TT SAYS:'...' into ur Folder X. step 5: double click on the No$gba and select the whatever file related to pokemon tt u wan to play.
Hihi…. I have nthin to post so I decided to post this random crap. It is HALF of a PLOT of a story between 2 brothers………… Dun expect too much… Remember—this is only half of the plot.
The weapons were expertly positioned at their opponent’s most vulnerable points. Now it was the test of skill between those two. No one else had to be involved in this. Or should they say that no one must be involved in this. The matter between those two could only be solved by them themselves. Anymore interference would be too costly a price to pay.
The two muscularly built men eyed each other, unflinching. The tension between their fiery gaze could be cut with a knife. Every movement would dearly cost them their life. As second passed, their straining eyes gradually got used to the dim surroundings, and for every millisecond, the two men’s identical and brilliantly blue eyes were skillfully picking up information of their surroundings, with their mind whirring at inhuman speed, calculating the amount the tension in their opponent’s muscles, predicting his next move, and already, they were already eight steps ahead of each other. Not only that, they were also visualizing the whole of the battlefield in their mind, calculating the amount of space for any movement and the every single delicate twist and turn of their supple body and the specific areas and way they had to land to reduce or prevent any injuries.
Although they were already ahead of their opponent by eight steps, they dare not underestimate each other, for it was obvious that for both of them to survive until then was no mean feat for any other sniper, even professionals would face impossible difficulties. The intense battle had already lasted for two hours, without any victor.
With their arms and legs slickly bent at unimaginable angles, and positioned with care, they were able to move almost three hundred and sixty degrees to prevent and any attack from about any direction, and it also increases the speed, range and the reaction of their limbs, allowing them to unexpectedly strike out at any openings the opponent had left vulnerable to attack. No one fidgeted. Every movement meant instant death. Their next move meant everything. They now had nothing to lose. Despite having the heavy burden of deciding their next move weighed upon their weary shoulders, their hearts did neither miss nor quicken a beat. They were truly professionally trained, and equipped with talent that ran in their family. They eyed each other with a gaze so fiery that one could wither on the spot, but it was clearly visible that they were physically exhausted, but even worse, they were severely mentally exhausted, and already, they could feel fatigue creeping like an uncontrollable plague numbing many areas of their body, hindering their movements. They were severely exhausted, panting and gasping for air in short and shallow breaths, their bodies covered with perspiration, soaking their clothes. Every pore in their body was opened, trying to cool their overheated bodies. Their clothes were no longer plain and clean, it was now tainted with blood and mud. Severe bruises and cuts covered their arms and legs, and one of them had a deep cut on his face, narrowly missing his eye. Their arms that held the gun was already trembling. Right now, even the weight of a pistol seemed like a ton, not to say their strained pair of legs, supporting their whole body. They could already feel their sensors failing, eyes were getting more and more blurry, and ears were picking up lesser and lesser sounds. It was not just a battle to test one’s skills and agility, but now, it had also become a test of mental and physical limitation. Right now, they have long surpassed human limitations—every action was now based on raw instinct.
The Tok-A-Lot-Bout-Upcoming,-Vigorous,-Excruciatingly Painful- June Scout camp.
And The Theme is.........
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STAR WARS!!!
*LOLS*
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Den our EX senior patrol leader, now a venture scout, gave us the brief background of our theme
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Sry but i forgot bout the storyline...
but the main thing is tt throughout the whole camp,
we(sec1 to 3) will be given clues to who the gd guys and the bad guys are...
there is one gd guy( u noe in the show, the greenish greenish mini mutant)
and 2 bad guys(Luke skywalker, and the guy who made him turn evil)...
we acouts are supposed to guess who they are(either 3 of the sec 4s) and are allowed to ask them questions, but the answers they give will be ultra indirect....
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so basically, we have to observe the sec 4s throughout the whole camp...
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while doing lots of strenuous activities...
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then we tok about the grouping of the patrols:
Sharks will be grouped with tiger.
I m in shark...
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Then we conducted activities to get the grouped patrols get more familiar with each other
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so the first activity is dog and bone...
I m no. 3
There are 9 ppl in Shark...
There are 8 ppl in Tiger...
So 1 guy in Tiger must take two numbers.
The shark leader took both num 1 and 9.
So when the conductor of the game called out 1 and 9...
This is a random picture i took along the underground passageway between City Hall and The Esplanade. I posted it here cos I have to cite it for a photoshop project, but i dunno how to sae where i got it. so i just post on this blog and cite my blog.haha.smart right?
I took the "are u a girl or boy" quiz on facebook and my results is tt I am 60%boy and 40%girl. yay..i think' @ least better than 50% girl. yay this proves I'm gay...i think. the reason for getting such a great score is tt I answered"dunno" for one of the questions:" What is your gender". haha i deserve it cheeky as always.
harold. dream on,dreamer. for you will never get her
...now I must set my target to 13 year olds in napha test...
...thx all who wished me happy bdae...
...although most ppl didnt even realise...
...really meaningless...
...o yea...
...although it was my bdae, my parents dont even allow me to watch TV or play com...
...I did 150+ push ups and 40+ crunches, but other 02 scouts other than benny would say tt we didnt do tt much cos benny and I who are in sharks (cos of boredom during our patrol meeting), did physical meeting while the other patrols played games...
...O yea...
...because of boredom again...
...our patrol leader after hearing tt todae was my bdae...
...thought of a very gd way to waste time...
...and made the patrol sing out loud a birthday song for me...
...so loud tt all the other patrol heard and joined in...
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...the wish i made for my birthday this year--to get a gf...JUST JOKING!...
Sianz...long time no post...since so many ppl post thier individual short story, i think i would post mine too... PS this is the first romance story written by me so dun expect anything gd.....
LETTER OF APOLOGY It was her. That pair of green eyes, always brimming with joy, and that long, silky hair, that delicate figure, so fragile that she might shatter if handled without care, and that melodious laughter that would infect the people around her instantly. She was Elizabeth.
I had never been the guy known for his looks, in fact, my appearance was below average. Due to my lack of fashion, my hardworking personality and the big black glasses I wore, I was always known as a geek. I had never been the centre of attraction. I was always struggling with self doubt and was a pessimistic person who often fails, but it was often her encouragement that gave me the courage me to go on.
I met Elizabeth in primary one, when we were allocated to the same class. Ever since then, I developed a crush on her. Whenever she spoke, my heart would involuntarily skip a beat. She was, to me, the angel that brought light when darkness overwhelmed me. There was also a legion of other boys who had fallen head over heels for her as well, and already, I had found that she had been occasionally going out with Calvin.
Calvin was my best friend and we were very close. I first met him in kindergarten and we had become the best of friends since. He was forever kind to lend a helping hand whenever I was needed him and would forgive me no matter how serious my mistakes were. He was a caring and valuable friend.
Jealousy spread like a plague through my body and it triggered off something inside me. I cannot believe that my best friend actually took her away. I often stared in disgust whenever I saw them together and I would feel a vein throb dangerously in my neck.
That night, I asked myself— friendship or crush? I made a painful decision—crush.
From that day onwards, I treated Calvin coldly. I often quarreled with him and evaded him as much as possible. Soon, he noticed something wrong about me and questioned me earnestly about it, but I would not tell for the sake of my pride. We thus ended our friendship.
It was painful and surprising, for I had broken something so thick with so little effort, to the point where it could not be mended, but my self-image pulled me together again.
It was Sunday afternoon and I was returning from the library when I saw her. She was as attractive as ever. I stood, heart beating wildly as I stared at her. My palms were sweaty as I fiddled with my fingers. I took my chance.
I muttered, “Elizabeth!”
“Eh? Oh, hello Harold! ”
I managed to mumble, “I… like you…” my voice trailed off.
“Pardon?”
I plucked up my courage and shouted, “I like you!” The words rang in my head. Our faces instantly turned scarlet as I looked down. She was at a loss for words.
Shame burned in my face. How I wish I could dig a hole and bury myself.
“I’m sorry but I don’t feel the same way towards you…” Elizabeth muttered before walking away. Sadness pierced my heart and my eyes suddenly brimmed over with tears. It was too great for me to bear. Then it began to drizzle, and within seconds, became a downpour. I collapsed onto the cold, wet floor with my clothes soaking wet. I regretted my actions. How could I just so easily give up Calvin, who stood with me through thick and thin for eight years, for some girl who did not even have any feeling for me? How could I have put a wedge between our friendship? I cried in remorse and shame.
Here I am, penning down this letter of apology to Calvin, hoping he would let me mend what was broken.
hopes(may/can come true) -eat a b'dae cake -get present frm parents -i dunno...i m easily contented....
hopes(CANNOT come true) -get present frm crush(cannot one lah! she dun even noe my b'dae when) -get present frm a girl(cannot one lah! no 1 cares) -play com all dae(cannot one lah! parents not-at-all slack) -get my PSP fixed~crashed by dad~(cannot one lah! they dun even encourage me to play) -get a gf~jk~(okay....tts a dream tt wont come true)
finally...i updated my links........... so sad hols almost over.......... and tt so little ppl coming to my blog........ so pls to show tt u have to come to my blog,pls, tag.........
still so perverted....... still got hw nvr finish........ sianz........ not cant cope but juz too lazy to cope.......
someone....... still hoping for that someone..... pls, the devil, just take me away........ the pain in my heart is killin me.........
Wanna cry....so sad......... cos I have discovered tt Shana's (>.< so cute) cute voice is actually voiced by a totally not cute middle aged woman... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO wanna sulk in the corner of the room...
WTF. thats the only 3 words i m going to use to describe 2dae's tuition. Actually i dun have tuition 2dae, but because of scouts, i missed my actual class on SUN and i have to make up for it todae. nooooo.....curse......never knew Tiara is also coming for todae's class...
Lemme tell u something: all of u guys know i'm a perv but i dun wan my tuition teacher to know cos she veri clas to my mom and will tell her everything. But although i told tia not to say anything perverted bout me, she suddenly said:" u noe what? The anime u recommended to ccc was damn sick!" I was utterly stunned cos she said it so loud tt the whole class heard it. noo.luckily teacher not in class, but the whole class of perverted 'O' level students(same class) heard the word sick and pestered me bout it, even after teacher came in. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CURSE HER!
Well the class is also quite perverted and fun. a guy knickname trash (haha) handed a bunch of $50 notes to tuition taecher to pay the fees but the tuition teacher said," whats that stain on the money? issit blood?? if it is den i dun wanna noe where it came frm!" *suspense* Den the whole class (ok not the whole class but all the boys including me) burst out into histerical laughter. I bet the teacher knew what SHE was talking bout. i hope u geddit if u dun geddit, scroll down for the ans. PS:not for the weak penised.haha.
here is the reason: when a man *toots* a virgin(female) the female will bleed a few drops of blood. now u geddit?
WOOTS!!:) I collected 201 dollars during these 3 daes of jobweek (scouts)! Finally, I am able to get a bumblebee badge!--what I've always hope for--i think... O boy!
Too bad Shi Shan in China, miss this year of Jobweek, so sad. cos...(lemme explain the rules of jobweek to u...)
You must get 200 dollars to get a bumblebee badge and there are 4 kinds of bumblebee badges altogether--green, bronze, silver and gold. For example, if you get 200 dollars in sec1, you will get a green bumblebee and if u get 200 dollars in sec2, you will get a bronze bumblebee. But if you miss 1 year of jobweek, you will start from the latest bumblebee lv. for example you got 200 dollars in sec 1 but u miss sec2 jobweek but earned 200 dollars in sec3, you will get a silver bumblebee. geddit? so if u miss 1 year, you will never get gold, and if u miss 2 years u will never get siolver and so on.
so now leats talk bout the jobweek I had:
First dae: I wasnt veri enthu but i made 87 dollars, the most of the 3 daes. Our team was mad up of 3 sec 1 (Malcolm, Benny and I) and 2 sec 3 (Ryan and Joshua...hehe both so veri gay). as sec ones, we were assigned to HDB flats SUX!!! and we were assigned to Jurong East OMG SO FAR AWAY!
Woke up super early~yawn~ and den we went to RI to meet. not very enthu cos so tired... so good for tt ryan lor, he wake up late den didnt cum to tt stupid meeting.so gd and sleep more..zzz.. and when I saw Joshua, the first thing I thought was: is he gay??OMG!! dun be alarmed cos i think every1 is gay. ok they r not gay but they r perverts...I was shocked to discover tt the target for this year's jobweek was $500 OMG!! wan die issit??
So off we went to Jurong East MRT station.PS: so good for Ryan again lah! live in Jurong East! After which we diligently went to work in HDBs.Luckily Ryan live near tt area and knew where rich ppl live (4~5 rm flats mah) and tt I kiasu go bring street directory, so we managed to locate tt area quite easily. (what I think bout ryan: looks perverted and sly when he grin and show his teeth, but he is a nice guy) so aff we went to do those flats.
so boring and tiring and all the sissy sec ones keep moaning for water....so thirsty... den after tt we quite happy cos we earned quite a lot and every1 learned 2 forbidden techniques:
1){serious}ask for donations although it was written on the jobweek card: THIS IS NOT A DONATION CARD
2){not serious}JOSHUA:"u noe how to look out for flats tt have lots of money?Imagine tt there r $signs on each hdb flat and the hdb flat which have the biggest $ sign have the most money to spare."heheh.it works u noe?
tt dae, i earned the most among the sec ones cos i have to chiong cos every1 except me can pump thier own money in but my parents dun allow.
Benny say i earn the most for tt dae[$87, the most i earned among the 3 days] cos i look cute.I think he meaned it.I was so angry for being humiliated by him for calling me cute tt i shouted @ him" if i cute, den BISHAN UNCLE CUTER!"
WTF! i dun feel so gay todae. AM I LOSING MY GAY ESSENCE???!!!! NOOOO....... DONT DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!
anyway, bb hope i dun become a normal person after all...
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yay 2 dae 1st dae og not-so-gay-although-got-me jobweek....so dull.... yay i earn $87! most among the sec ones in our grp. yay. love that bubble tea i bought on the way. so bored... 2morrow still got jobweek
she look just lyke SHANA(woots!!:)) just tt her chest is MUCH MUCH MCUH MORE BIGGER!! oyea...
*mind driftsss.....*
Zen say tt i now lyke girls wif big chest liao.WTF.okay i m not disagreeing.I might just agree a tiny tiny little bit.
HEHEHEH.
and plus, she has a WTF beautiful sword!!!OMG!!!!but shana's blog still more powerful and look nicer.heheh.
o yea, she also look damn chio when she turn to half cat--human body wif cat ears and tail.OMG!!!!!!!!!! she look almost as good as Lala-chan!! *drool...*heheh.....*quickly clean up the drool*damn hot xia.....
nvm.
o yea. lets tok more serious stuff. i think i should just let go of my crush.... she doesnt even lyke me. what hope do i have.... so miserable..... hope someone hu appreciate me appears...................
bout me rite now: still struggling eif self doubt.
2 dae, my chinese teacher congratulate Qi Ji(the fattest guy in our class) on his gd composition and tell him to read out loud. PS i help u translate that particular sentence: "that day, my family decided to climb the mountain. we climbed and climbed but i was gradually lagging behind." my chinese teacher then interrupted:" i really advise u to eat lesser next time..." HAHAHA!! hope u get it...
CLE passed...gayed...
EN passed...gayed.....
CS passed...gayed...
During maths, due to my poor eyesight, i was mad to see nearer to the board,next to Kyle(second most perverted guy in class) and then during whole lesson, i made disgusting vag.( short form of some word tt i dun wan to use) sucking noises. Heheh. he seem so aroused.....
During history, our teacher mad us watch some retarded video of some retarded ppl who are using retarded ways to imitate those retarded romans. As the lights were off, we can do whatever we wan!! so Jon Boh and I masturebated each other. OMG SO STIFF!!! ppl hu read this dun be offended, Jon boh and I were merely playing wif each other..heheh....
den during scout training..so tough....we were mad to form a caterpillar--everyone sitting on the ground wif the legs wrapped around the hip of the person in front and we have to move foreward. SO HARD AND PAIN!!! ouch!! %$#@. so gd during water break, shi shan action go chiong to water cooler and cut himself so he dun nd to do.....
.........i just feel so bad after i recieve a chainmail on these kinds of mushy thing.*gulp* Cos it makes me realise IT again...sulking in the corner of the room..... this is the chain mail:
This chain letter is real so follow the instructions and something good will happen LISTEN TO THIS LETTER AND GOOD LUCK!!!!!
Sorry, but this chain letter is for real.
When Anne Wichert got it for the first time, she ignored it and a week later the love of her life dumped her for no good reason so BEWARE, and just send the stupid letter!!!!!!
The Lovers of the Heart In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.
Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1.Kiss on the hand I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck I want you 4.Kiss on the lips I love you 5.Kiss on the ears I am just playing 6.Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes kiss me 8.Playing with your hair I can't live without you 9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go
Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him. 2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3.Guys & Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. 3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
* Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you' 18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)! 23. The way they say 'I miss you' 24. The way you miss them 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
FYI, our patrol leader is Ding Hao. He rox. he think he very handsome.O yea!!
thats all for scouting.
now lets tok bout PE.
our pe teacher tok to us bout playing fair in olympic games and he wan us to have a soccer match, wif 1 team cheating while the other team playing fair.
match 1: we play fair.opponent cheat. result: We own 1:0
match 2:we cheat(we tell every1 tt we were cheating but we were actually playing fair.o yea! we rule) result: 0:0
Everything is wrong.everything.nothing is just.what an heartache to see. still dreaming, dreaming of her.......
so bored. so gay. am I ruining the reputation of RI? Still suffering from self doubt. should I or should I not?
still watching the anime, to-love-ru. i am still so gay. no change. as perverted as always. thinking of her. cant keep her out of my mind. tomorrow got chinese cct. so much pressure. want to die.
still dreaming of her( how long am I going to continue doing tt),of her, The dreamer, Harold. Nerver ending pessimism.
WOAH!!!!! HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!!!!
ps...I'm a 1/3 perv(hopefully) ,2/3 gay(definitely) and 1/3 normal(I think)
OMG!!!!SOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!LALA IS SO DAMN FUC*INGKLY HOT MAN!!!(do perverted actions)
I am watching an anime: to-LOVE-ru(ZEN and JON told me to watch it) and the anime character, Lala, is so damn hot.
actually it is something close to hentai ,juz without private parts and semen!!! The editor sure knows how to make rafflesians happy!!!juz jk.
I hope all u perv guys out there to watch to-LOVE-ru!!! OH MAN! bb
For your inforamtion, the following sick stuff were done /said just for sexual arousement(jkjk).
Nothing much done todae.
1)Zen, Jon nad I tok about Aisaka, Minori and Shana(look at previous post) and how we wan to hump dem.not so exciting as all we said cant be done.they say tt in order to make 100% sure tt the anime characters belongs to u and no 1 can steal, u must look at her hentai pic.we'll, they said tt they have already looked at the hentai images of the anime character they liked.now onli left me.I think i should go look.
2)during recess, Peter said ," who wan join my anti(sound:ant-ee) ri group?)...I said"I wan!"...Zen den said,"I also wan to join this anti(sound: HEN-TIE) group".notice the diff? So most of us all go takle him(including me) and pull down his pants.HAHA!!GREEN UNDIES!!!
3)ok THIS is stupid~~when I illegally change my clothes in class(hu cares.my class is full of gays after all), Ben was spying on me and suddenly said"hey harold.u noe wad, he actually have 2 packs on ur stomach.its just that they havent fully develope yer"WTF!!!I DUN TRUST HIM.
4)Nothing but more gaying for the rest of the day.
For your info, the following agreement is juz a joke.dont ever take it seriously and den hate me 4 life.This account is true.
o yea... I juz discovered something: my friends (those 2 pervs behin d me)and I have come to an agreement to our stupid and pervertic quarrel. I dont think i should use the word 'quarrel' cos it sounds damn sissy.nvm, since we're gays, hu cares.JKJK. ok dun misunderstand wad i'm saying.i mean jkjk bout the word 'quarrel' sounding sissy, not the part where i mentioned 'gay'.haha
about the agreement: Jon Boh: "no! Aisaka (most chio character frm Tora Dora! [It rox!]) is mine,dun u dare to steal her away frm me!!! I wanna hump her......"
Zen Gan: "humph!hu will want Aisaka! her Boo*s so small, wan have sex also no pleasure!I take Minori(2nd most chio character frm Toradora!)! her Boo*s is juz rite and she aso quite cute, when I hump her, surely lots of pleasure!!"
Haoran:"I agree wif Jon Boh! I dun care bout the size of the thingy-thingy on the girl's chest!If Chio den gd enough liao! I take Shana!(most chio character in Shakugan No Shana![it rox too])"
Jon Boh: 'High 5 man!'
Zen Gan: "u 2 noobs, dunno wad is real beauty!"
Me and Jon Boh:" u den!" den we bash Zen Gan up heheh!!
so now Aisaka is Jon Boh's, Minori is Zen Gan's and Shana is mine.heheh.But we noe it wont come true so we sulked after the whole incident...
I realli dunno wad to post for todae's blog, so i juz wanna tok bout who I am and what my personality is.
I noe its pretty lame but i believe some of the facts about are pretty amusing.
1)many ppl noe that I am a pessimist.But am I pessimist ever since I was born? NO. Due to the high expectations of my parents, they keep comparing me wif the ppl, etc. Shi Shan and say how very noob i am as compared to him. quote~ Look at Shi Shan! He always 自觉地 study(PS i dunno how to say it in english) thus his results is reliable and truly shows his standard, unlike you, 读书要被逼的, thus it doesnt reflect on your actual standard. I really dunno how you ******** manage to get into ri ~
2)still addicted to anime, esp. Toradora! ~~Aisaka so CUTE!!!!! and Shakugan No Shana~~~Shana also so CUTE!!!!! PS: I am not a pervert.u should really consider those 2 ppl sitting behind me if u think i m a pervert--thay wanna hump the anime characters.
3)Feeling soooooooooooo deprived. Dunno y. hope some idiot would take pity on me.
4)I believe I have gotten a lot gayer ever since I entered RI. Shi Shan consider me as 3rd or fourth gayest in class....(ps: lemme let u on something~~my whole class all super gay)
5)Still in love wif the love of my life.....so sad......u noe y.......
6)LOVE SWORDS esp. KATANAs!!!!!!!!!! it is the legendary sword of the samurai.
7)the other stuff bout me can be found in the quize in my previous posts.other stuff bout me will be revealed next time when I have nothing to write again.
8)Thx for reading till the end of this boring post.Thus I wanna tell you that the most important fact bout me:I dont feel appreciated at all.....
Events of todae 1)peter made me masterbate him.WHOA SO BIG XIA!!! 2)Kyle show me his balls. 3)OWN Ting Wei and Jon Boh in DM 4)Still angry wif Jon Tan, my scouts senior for he havent marked my paper yet.
2 dae nothin much happened except the swimming carn.
ARGH!!!BAYLEY SUCKS!!!!PLACED 4TH!!
A few junior photographers(including me) wanted to shadow the senior,see how they take photo. Luckily I brought a digital camera and spammed photos but so sad every1 else(except a junior photographer who had TONS of experience and brought an 'expert' camera) did not bring a camera and had to sit there do nothing.
But actually,tok bout shadowing, the seniors did not care(nt even a bit) bout us juniors! well I cant be very sure bout the Moor guy.sigh. all those photos 4 nothin.
We'll in total, I drank 9 cups of milo and 1 packet drink and ate 1 cup of MYOJO (YAY! SUPPORT SINGAPORE BRANDED GOODS!) for the whole day.Tell u, there's lots of running around to take pics and every1 was veri tired.Well, I was.
The end product is a pile of photos in my camera and I do not know wad to do wif it.
Sianz.....
Now must go chiong the pile of tuition hw.....
Why is lif so miserable, still hoping..... Harold, as never before
Sry ppl,no time post. Its been like a few months/weeks liao.lol Reason is because: 1)no time 2)com spoil...
anyway,RI sucks.My parents should really let me go to NUS! Luckily, they let me drop third lang(phew...) but i m still facing tremendous amount of stress.I think i have done badly in the Maths CCT 2dae.
Dont laugh, but i think i have turned 'gay'. Dun blame me, blame those ppl who influenced me! BAKA!! still love using japanese swear words.hahaz. Stupid Peter, Kyle , Zen and the rest of the also veri gay class(except Wei Yang~so innocent~)
and tt Benedict and Jon! Everyday toktoktok bout thier gf. how they *u noe*.Make me veri envious. WTF.
Still Veri sian everyday.
Hoping life would turn out to be the best, the pessimist, HaRoLd.
We see the eagle in the sky... We feel the beating of our hearts together... This is the time to rise above... We know the chance is here to live forever... For all time...
This is only the first para of one of our school song, adapted from the 1988 Seoul Olympic Theme Song.
The reason I am writing is because ................................................................................................................
.....okok I'll stop spamming. continued.....because, I'VE BECOME A RAFFLESIA!!
OMG!?!? It was just a Joke, okay? I have become a rafflesian!! Cool, aint it??I have recieved a raffles badge( i m really scared i might lose tat precious little thing!) and the green,blue and black raffles tie.I even learnt how to tie it! Pro right?? ( I m thicked skinned as always).haha
Oh yea i still got 1 more gd news...
In order to show the parents wat we did during the orientation camp,the PSLs made a vidio...and while watchin it,they showed a picture of me, Onli 1 person--me!!, smiling at the camer!!When did they take tat?
I hope tat i get famous and get voted 4 chairman for the class.
YAY!! I have survived the unbearable!! ok,thats a little too much...Anyway, I have just come back frm the 3day-2night orientation camp in RI.
For the camp,everyone brought tons of stuff, and then the PSLs( Peer Support Leaders) made us unpack and then pack everything in 30 seconds. ok ,it seems a lot of time,but look at the amount of stuff everyone brought!
After which they confiscated stuff Almost All Our Treasured Stuff, like handphones,books, psp , Wallets( mine contained $70 to buy my shorts) and even sweets OMG!! Instead of returning them at the end of the camp, the PSLs decided to eat it themselves!!My precious sweets!!
To my disappointment, i was paired up with a guy called Zen,instead of Shi Shi. Well, he looked kinda wierd and he is scared of the dark!! Is this Zen a MAN??!!
We were then lead to the air-conditioned hall -cool!- to do some cheers -not cool!!-. The cheers include-- 1)Unite(raffles sacred cheer) 2)Spirit cheer 3)Kemama 4)North South East West 5)raffles Ichiban 6)Raffles Samba So we spent the next FEW HOURS reciting and memorising the cheers.WTF.And we were there shouting like madmans until ma voice had gone hoarse. Well, it is expected tat we will be doin lots of cheers all because of the RAFFLESIA SPIRIT.haha. But most of the PSLs just stood there watchin us stupidly standin there doin cheers all wrong....The cheer i love best is UNITE!! IT ROX!!
Then we were made to do a simple yet gay dance wif the background music-reach.It was so gay lor!!We were taught how to dance by Joshua, head of Raffles voices (I cant help it but notice he looks like Deon,but a lot more gay).He did the solo on stage first wif the PSLs takin photo of him doin the gay dance. Wif those short pants, he is definitely--Sexy!!.............NOT!!haha.So we spent the next 3 hours doin the useless gay dance.
Then its Luch time, but i onli have 1 comment on the luch--It sucks!!!!
Our first activity was a very embarrassing one.Everyone had to go top-naked and use thier shirts as blindfolds. Then, we will be guided using words from the PSLs around the school compound.They are so Evil!!! They made us wet, poked us, took photos of us naked and also led us under chairs,over tables etc. The photographer also took photos of us naked!! I bet some of the girls from RJC saw us. Everyone was so sweaty that we kept breaking the train(we were suppossed to hold on to each other cos we had blindfolds on, so the end result looked like a train) The activity was Ultra tiring and we didnt learn anything frm it, although the PLSs insisted tat we had learnt tat teamwork is very important.
Then we were led to our Junior Block and learned about the houses-Baley, Buckely,Morrison, Hullet and Moor ( personally i wanna join MOOR cos it THE BEST HOUSE EVER!!)-, the rules and regulations( OMG!!1 time late 4 school, 1 demerit point!!Once u god 9 then u really die liao), the school songs, how to tie our tie and recite the Rafflesian's Principle of honour.
Den we went to the field to pitch our tents.Heng I m frm scouts and tought my tentmates how to pitch it. Den we had our as-bad-as-luch dinner.
Then we went to bathe at the GIRLS TOILET!!how bad is tat?!?! Well, finally we returned to our tents at 11.30 and i slept in the hot tent at 12.30.
Today is 3rd Jan, i noe, but because i was too lazy to write yesterday, i decided to write it today. Yesterday was the first day of school for ri and i, wearing my school uniform, met CCC, Chang Yao, Sean and DickRick at the MRT station to go to school together.
Before i continue i must comment on the uniform-the pants was f*@kingly short lah it is until above my knee cap! WTF.And the shirt!!It was soooooo Fu@*ingly long! if onli the pants were longer and the shirt was shorter!And the pockets!they were too shallow to contain anything!
In other words, i hate the uniform.
The school was humongous! and at the Junior block I was assigned to 1F wif Shi Shan. 1F!! thats 6F-5.CCC was in the same class wif Jayanth.Interesting fact=they have been classmates for 7 years including this year.Fortunately the classrooms were air conditioned ,but wat i dun like bout them is tat they seem so old.
We then went to the Raffles Square(I think this is its name) and sang the national anthem blablabla. But other than tat, we still have to move according to the commands given by the commander. WTF it was so hard at first(it wasnt english of course). Everyone was blurblur and did nothin.
After the stupid thing,thing, we had the long winded principal's assembly.I almost cant suppress the urge to go to the toilet.
We played some ice breaker games to get to noe each other in the class better and after which we had to come up wif the cheer and flag for the orientation camp in 15 min! wtf.Stupid student leaders!!The dictator Ben,whome i will be talkin bout in the next post, was our dumb leader and he created some really dumb designs for the flag!Even a pig can do better!!
The canteen was very,very small and i cant imagine how it could contain 2000+ students!
Well there is an orientation camp next mon and i cant wait to attend it.
Yo!! Thank you for visiting this blog of mine. Please leave your comments and let me know what you think about my blog!! Well, anyway, you can call me Harold, you noe, after King Harold and i am 13 this year. Actually I hate writing blogs but i wrote this one to celebrate that my father had bought me a computer!! Yeah!! My Very Own Com!! Yeah!!